aaaawak....... dyeeee....!!! hummm???

  salammm cemua!!! urm tiltle ari nie nk stolly sal dye...!!!!! ape mean aawakk uhh.. ~itu aq pggil korang lar dumdum.. hehehhe wat2 pham sudaa..!!! btw ai nie nk story sal dye, my superb boy... humm dye kan... err mkin lame da makin jauhh dari aq.. aq taw mybe bab taun nie  dye spm, so need to struggle in study but dye kna arr pham aq gak.. nie tak, bile dah free mcg nan aq cam uhh jew.. huu... k aq citer ckit lar sal iteowg.. ONce upon a time (cehh ngade sakan) ... aq ta contact nan  dye lam 2 minggu sal dyeda start dok asrama.. time uhh aq rase sunyi gilew n slalu ajew ingat ingat kan si dye... oke nak dijadikan drama, satu hari uhh dye adew tex aq.. yup my first mcg from him for new year time, mcg yg sngat sangat aq nantikan... so aq nan riang nye bkk mcg cepat (takot dye tertuggu tggu..) but korang nak taw ape aq dapt dari dye???? hummm nie je ''hi, please col me back'' ... waduhh kejam btoi.. aq sabar je tapi still aq syg agi an.. so cpat cpat arr aq col dye (takot dye tertggu tggu lagi skali) and.. korang nk taw ape aq bual kan??? humm yup, ucapan yg aq tggu, tggu slame nie tak unn muncul, muncul..... dye lansung tade cakap, ''bie... i lup u'', ''bie..i mizz u'', or pape je lahh, something romance n sweet.. tapi tuhh ar... prbualan ite juz habiz nan benda yg tade pedah!!! korang.. hati aq hancor and sedey gilew.... humm tapi bab pikir dye pakwe aq... aq still trima uhh..!!! and till skrang aq ta dgar lagi that magic word ''Beby, i lup u so much'' huuum.. T__T ... btw law dye bace nie.. aq nak ambik pluang and say something here that.....   ~ sayunk... beby terlalu rindu and cayunk.. tiap kali bby nak tito, sayunk orang pertame yg beby bayang kan.. beby ta kan lupe smua date yg ite dah lalui same2... best sngat time uh!!! tapi now, syg da mule bruba.. beby prasan uhh!!! and beby taw, syg sendiri un prasan nan prubhan syg kan... btw beby nak bagi taw nie... hemmm walo pon manyak kali syg da minta tok beby lepaz kan syg bab syg rase beby da jemu nan diri syg... syg salah..!!! beby ta pernah jemu n slalu epy either syg just say ''hye'' kat beby!!!! hemm... cam new busan nye beby kat syg.. or syg da wat beby benci sngt kat syg... syunk pegang jnji nie aww, yang.... beby ta akan pernah lepas kan syg!!!!! syg pham beby k.....!!!!! ``` okey2 larr korang.. tu serba sdikit drama tgah hari k..... thankz bace n troskan memollow kan diri k!!! cyunk korang, wsalam.....

sayunk.!!!! beby.... hummm    >_<

sEmUAnyA bArU......!!!!!

ellow peeper!!!!! btw, salam.. hummm kowang for title today iz all abot.. err...!! apew ehh.. haaa semuanya baru kan?? yup, life baru, form baru, muka unn baru... nseb bek kekasih lame ckit!! ahahaha ( kekasih uhh dye lar baru, dan dye lar lame) huhuhu..!!! oke, btw aq nga dok sesaje jew nie.. saje2 update, ngade2 taik kuda larr kejap..!!! ahhaha.. hemm ape ea.. yup tok secondry skul nie, mybe manyak menda baru kan... so need a strength to face all of thiz.... azam aq nk jadi yg terbaik among the best!!! humm insyallah capai.. okey, arie nie modal abiz... so point xde sangt... ntah papew arr aq mepek!! hummm..... yup skola bejalan cam besa larr awop but now mybe lbihh matured lar skit.. daa budak remaje larr katekan.. ahhahahah!!! bangge cam bangang jew...~ then, aq ta larr hot agi kat skola.... ea arr disebbkn semua baru kat skola, ramai ta knal aq daa... haahaahha... so be simple dumdum..!!! hhuhuhuhu btw senior taun nie ta ramai encem!! wekk :p benci gilew ( gedik tahap ayam) ... aperghh btw pe2 hal kalo nasib the best nk pinda skola k, nk dop asrama tok independence my ownself!!! ahhah so camm uhh jew lar, for the new year, wish a new thing, be the perfect one ( ayat keling) oke papai semua.. wsalam.......... (ketinggalan cikit) maap... >__<

all abOt ''THEM''

 yooo wikie2... by the way, salam cemua.. yup for title uhh aq nk stoly molly abot  MY DREAMING BOYFRENZ  yg di remixkan dgan abang2 angkat aq yg x diangkat and meka yg best..!!!! cehh macam lagu meyhh!! hahahha.. btw aq nk bgi taw kalo bole aq nk bf aq perfect n ade smua cam deowg nie!!! lets check it out ----->

aq nk seowng yg GENTLE punye mate m'goda n pling penting tngok dye unn pon nmpak cam perghh!!!! MACHO sehhh..cam pic at sbelah uhh ... okey just col dye khaidir... yup dgn macho nye kan adew awek chantik at sbelahh uhh!!! name awek uhh ira merlis. itu lar kuasa macho.. by the way thiz iz my abg angkat yg tlong aq lam plajaran kat skola.. so slalu meet but now dye da abiz spm. so i juz wish him luck!!!! btw first ciri2 iz MACHO....

okey then kalo bole aq nk yg seSEMPOI  yg bole.... macam mamat sebelahh uhh iz my abg angkat yg otak nye x sangka sama sewel nan aq...!!! huahahaha... u all can col him, abg APIZ... hahahha he iz cweet SPORTING.... hahahah kalo bab2 sosial aq mesti tnye at dye.. memg terbaik ahh dye.. btw dlam ksempatan ini aq nak ucap kan ''abang.. Ko utang aq lagi k''..... ehhehheh so ape yg aq cari sesanagt iz SEMPOI or SPORTING.....

okey ite masok ke bab ite, eheheheh ngade2 taik kuda arr aq nie.. hee terkena sewel abg apiz arr uhh!! oke bact to stolly aq nk bf aq uhh CHUBBY...or kiut miut cam mamat sbelah uhh.. his name iz abg ADiB AkiM... dye abg angkat aq yg CHOMEL... btw kami da lost contact.. mybe bab dye uhh hot!! ahahhaa...mamat nie ann terer gile lam study aw,,, lagi2 bhasa engriss!!! aperggghhh memg tabik arr... okey pe yg important nye, aq cari bf yg CHOMEL....

hahah korang dahh jemu ke??? sabar la... tggu sampai last k!! wuukie dokie... my dreaming bf mesty ade sifat cam nie... it izzz...... errr  MANJE.... sumpah aq ckap abg yg kat sbelahh uhh ade suare yg mannnje sngt2..!!! n dye baik n care layan uhh memg MENGGODA lar... btw name nye solihin.. can col him leim.. ato name samaran domo (aq je yg pggil cam uhh)... abg nie pling suke ngan domo kun.. sweet kan?? haaa.... syunk abg leim....... so ape yg dicari oleh aq iz MANJE...








okey lar.. next.. my dreaming bf should have thiz, CARING... as soon as possible watak yg sejajar nan blog aq iz MUHaMMad LUTfIe... mamat nie memag wa kate lu!!!! caring gile sehh... mrangkap TWIN tersyg and a.k.a syg nom 2...!!! perghh care dye lyan len mcam beb!! sumpahh untong sape dpat dye doi!!! huuu.... sape nk taw lbih lnjot sal dye bole rujuk kat post aq yg lepas2 k... hummm so pew yg di idam kan iz CARING....












and the last one what i want izz pandai MERAJOK and pandai nk PUJUK....!!! khas aq tujukan kpada MoHamEd MIrZa.. my ex boy frenz a long time ago..!! ahhah but aq still contact dye... ohh yup cam lam pic sbelahh.. dye bf aq yg pling ensem pernah aq miliki.. tpi jgn isau bf len pon encem gak..!!! n mija nie memg lar, kalo dye pujuk kite bkan main slow agi dye ckp, siap adew background lagu agi ahh!! hehehe.. sweet x der??? huuhuhu.... so juz mizz him n lup as fren aw mija.. btw what iz important izz pandai MERAJOK and MEMUJOK....

so conclusion iz... i need someone that, MACHO like abg KHAIDIR.... SPORTING like abg APIZ... CHOMEL like abg ADIB... MANJE like abg DOMO .... CARING like my twin LUTFIE.... and da last one izzz pandai MERAJOK and MEMUJOK like my ex MIRZA......!!!! but korang perlu taw nie... kalo boleh, boleh and boleh... aq nk bf aq sebijik fizikal and mental nye cam idola aq nie.....

my own abg kandung AHMAD ZUL KAHIRI BIN MD NOOR... i want a guy like him.. for all perfect... sweet romance, kind, clever, chubby, sporting n so on.....!!!! hahahhaaa..... thats what i hope.. but dont forget i still glad to ALLAH... for give me, my cweat dreaming boy...... he izz... --->

haaa,,, that guy, NUR IRFAN SYAZWAN.... not bad, cweet, simple n all i need....!!!~ yg bju itam kaler aw, bkn putih.. yg sbelahh uhh zoul, best frenz dye... sape nk berbesan nan aq lehh ar cari zoul kat fb!!!! niee haa http://www.facebook.com/zoulhelmyz.... okie itu aje... daa last one cam besa...!!!! bubye.... <3 da only him...

M!ss!ng H!M

salam reader.. yew  ainie talking abot "h!m"... my PELITA HATI.... syg, i michh u a lot... so dye dok at hostel while i'm only waiting u from far, but throw stone away from ur heart... herm... plizz cpat arr alik uma syg.. ta sabar kot nk text n col dye.. nk dgar cuare dye puaz2..!!!  errr T___T..... humm btw u at cna ukey ke??? erkk a big worry abot urself, ea ahh kot2 da lupe at cni n dpt yg bru..!! heemm taw lahhh yg lame ite buang yg bru jdi berharga.. (mrepek) urmm syg ku, Nur Irfan Syazwan..... blajor leklok at cna.. i dont wanna disturb u but i hope i will be always in ur HEART.... syg....... bby slalu tggu syg, cpat2 contact bby k.... bby tggu..................

beby rindu cayang, .!!! cayang rindu beby tak...???

 

hari tuh......... T___T

22 DECEMBER 2011, yup i still remember abot that date... on that day.... hummm............

hati yg berkobar kobar ngah tggu decision nye... err sumpahh smua benda aq wat x tenang n perfect.. hemmm i came to school wiz a great feeling n met all my frenz.. yes, cikgu2 dahh dapat jwapan nye n i only heard thiz ''wahh skolah kite pratus nye meningkat, ade 11 owg straight A's...'' by the old cweetz lady but... when we gathered in the hall n tiba lahh saat nye... errr... i saw my mum (teachers there) n doesn't have any smile on her face except to my frenz... yup, i know the answered n knowed what happened.... najwa dahh bole agak bile smua cikgu showed me muke yg kcewa.. urmm yup i am waiting it... but name najwa xdew unnn... okey, sape taw prasaan najwa time uhh.... hampa n kcewa..... erkk....  pas smua slesai, njwa tngok result najwa.. n... urmmm its only 7'As....  its a broken heartz.. hurmmm

btw aq trus bawa diri aq.... ea lahh time uhh smua kwan yg excellent dah lupe aq... humm aq un dok lar at satu pnjuru yg bole nmpak smua muke epy deowg.. humm tapi ape yg mgubatkn aq iz, due owg kwan aq imran n fikri come to me n said, ''laily thankz bab tolong aq sampai aq excellent cam nie''... aq juz mampu tersenyum n hibur ahh gak hati aq nan lagak lawak dyeowg.. ehheehe.. thankz arr korang.. humm then tiba larr time aq alik ke rumahh.. n abah aq yg amik.. yup aq dah thu pew dye nk tnye.. njwa, hows ur result.. humm ''only 7As... so sorry''... yup abah aq juz diam n ckp pdan lar nan ape yg ko usahe.. hummm sape taw time hhh mutiara aq yg lame bergenang dah jatuhh... err....

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humm bile smpai uma jew.. aq balik n nanges jew..... aq x sedih sebab result aq teruk tapi.... aq sedih bab abh nan umi tak hargai ape yg aq dapat.... humm ea lar... aq kurung dua hari lam blik tnpa makan n minom (tgah malm curi mkn).... humm hati aq sedih sngt.. but the other side, member aq yg jauhh dai aq smua nye kate dahh okey gilew... tapi maap lar, itu kowg.. bkn aq... humm cam uhh jew lar, last,, aq bole trima daa.. n aq kuar dai bilik unn bab abg aq balik.. huuu at a momment when im dissapointed.... err.... now.. hati aq dah trubat.. n aq try tok redho ajew.. btw alhamdulillah, thankz ALLAH...

try to accept it..... thanked to Allah...

yup..... okey larrr reader, itu ajew... hahahaaaa cam drama arr plk an.. humm that mommet that i can't forget.. ever....... hhhhuhuuu n i left u wiz thiz.....................

fikri and imran

mine... hummm only that!!! sorry... T___T

twin aku, Muhammad Lutfie

salam.. aip, aini ite jumpe agi nan title twin aku... lagi skali ite bawa citer pasal twin mushuk aq yg brname  MUHAMMAD LUTFIE  bin TAK TAHU...okey i col him, ''AtOk''... okey first aq da knal atok nie daa dua thun pon... i took him as my cweet twin eva... armmm  mybe aq minat nk knal nan dye cebb name dye yg unik n watak dye yg coolz!!!! armm k aq knal kn cam new orang nye k.. afie nie TinGGi, EnCEm, LaWak, and BaIK sangat2.. owhh x lupe BADan Sasa, sUare yg MENGGODA, dan KEninG TEbaL.... haa korang adew ew??? nie twin aq ajew... huuu btw mamat nie bole gak diciri-ciri kan spesis BURUNG HANTU.. hahah bab kalo kowg nak cari dye mesty tgah malam pasal time pagi nan ptag dye off kerja (tito) n tgah malam on lar balik, shift malam kate kan.. hahaha... btw aq bru jumpe atok nie dua kali and aq still hutang blanje dye makan... heheh tpe ko utang aq gak an, afie?? heheh same2 lar... then bile aq x tenang., aq akn cOl dye... aq akn dgar suare dye yg cool  tuh n bayang kan muke dye yg cHUbby  n tringat kat senyuman dye yg mEnawan lagi manis uhh.... dgan smua uhh aq akn tenang n back to normal.., atok aq juz nk bagi taw, ko adalah TWIN terbaik tok aq n pling aq syg... hahhaha k lar, sbelum aq mepek macam2 lagi, elok aq chaw.. n aq tggal an kowang nan pic dye at bawah.. enjoy.. heee 

dari pandangan sisi, alamak sakai ckit...!!! err tpi tetap  gempak.. hehehe

                                                         

dari pndangan depan.... okey nampak ckit2.. ehheheee chakkkk....!!!

taadaaa...!!!! model iklan rokok... NO SMOCKING bebeh..!!!!

        okey itu ajew dai aq ari nie... k lahh see u lagi.... just left thiz sentence, WAWA SAYANG LUTFIE... ahhahahaa law kowang jumpe mamat nie, jgn tegor coz he iz mine... hahhahahh -out-                                 

                              

sumpah MENYESAL.....

sedih mix menyesal

hemmm salam... kowg for title nie, aq nyesal bab smua gmbo aq nan bf aq dah aq dlete... nie cemua bab family n cousin aq smua nk tngok video yg aq rakam at Port DIckson uhh... so fon aq nk disambung nye ke tv!!! perghh cuak gilew bile smua owg adew, lagi2 parent aq... then aq cepat2 ahh DELETE coz takot trkantoi.. humm bile daaa siap dlete... aishh ta jadi plk deowg nk tngok... adoiiii sumpah nyesal ... humm tuh jew memory terindah yg aq adew nan IRFAN... maaf kn owg syg... huuu.... so maaf gak kat kowg coz  post yg sbelum nie juz one pic jew... huuuuu harap dapat snap pic agi nan kamoo... hummm.... :(