all about MR CAPITAL ''L''

hye and salam peeper.. yeahh we meet again...!!! hurmm i though u all da bace da past post right, ''aku, engkau dan dye...''... hahha ini continued nya... so thats mean korang interst nan stolly molly abot CAPITAL L is't right??? hahahha yup.. thankz korang... so, ape agi... --->

heartz intro iz : CAPITAL L,  who'is check out on 1995, tried to be smart at High Skul Klang, sweetz tall, chubby and most encem...

                                                bismillahirahmannirahim....

thiz iz all about u Capital L,  firstly aq minta maaf sngat if aq da hurt ur heart.. yup, being selfish gurlz iz da bad thing that i had made...!!! ermm kat cni sbenarnye aq juz nak ngaku yg kehadiran  kau, capital L  sngat lar bermakna.. aq btoi2 minta maaf bab pernah jauh ann diri dai ko dlu... hemm yup, i ma fag and fu*k girlz... yeahh meyh 10 february of 2012 is meaningful to me, end with him without him, but began with u is u... (broken sentence)... haa oke lar berjela aq pokpek.. still ta pham.. sbenarnye aq da taruh hati lame unn kat capital L nie.. cume aq juz sedar yg care dye layan aq ta tumpah seolah2 dye ngah lyan adik dye... so, aq juz bole pendam and enjoyed dilayan begitu... (terase diri ku bermakna bab ade owg yg care for me)... so smalam aq da clash nan dye yg btoi2 wat aq buta nan cinta... trus aq col capital L  tok mengadu nasib and luah kan segala galanye... sape lar pham and thu benda yg tersirat di sebalik COLLING tuh kan, include u capital L.... humm dai smalam aq cube nak take him as my new boyfie... tpi aq malu nan diri aq...!!! mybe aq nie ta sedar diri and terserlah sngat Sellfish  aq tuh.. bab aq bru aje nak col dye, and time aq nan mamat dlu.. aq tros ta pedulikan dye... pompuan jeniz ape aq nie??? (sekali agi aq akn gune ayat nie) ~ Aq bagaikan pengemiz buta yg terabe rabe~ ... humm so motif post aq kali nie, aq juz nk bgi taw (kalo dye bace) yg malam tuhh aq col sbenarnye untok aq luah kan kat dye yg aq sayang dye, aq cinta dye and nak dye jadi milik aq seowg aje... maaf lar, aq ta pandai nak luah kat ko, bab aq terase yg diri aq nie btol2 sial and lansung ta bermakne unn.. humm..  T__T  fucking end ~~~

so, itu aje lar dai aq... dgan harapan satu hari nanti aq dpat wat relation betol2 nan capital L  n sincerely hope yg, aq akn terdengar lamaran ko, juga satu hari nanti... aq just bersabar and wait that word out from ur sexy lipz... ''wawa, bole ite capel x??? and bole wawa jadi awek (capital L) ..... yeaa najwa tggu.. w'salam...

aku.. engkau... & dia..

salam peeper.. ermm yup for title today iz about me, him and da him... yup the first him iz all abot capital A and other him iz all abot capital L... humm ta taw nak citer cam ner and seyesly aq malu nan diri aq sendri... terase diri aq nie cam pengemiz buta yg terabe rabe dlam idup... aq da delete abot past post.. terkenang kn engkau si capital A, seyesly wat aq ase nak mati and idup smula (tok mula kan idup baru)... so i had to throw u away.. far from my life.. sorry for capital A  u never be mine... ckup lar, aq da buat buah pisang berbuah dua kali and tak kan ade agi kali yg ketiga... sumpah time uhh aq buta and terlalu terdesak... aq ingat dgan keadaan ko yg dtg alik lam idup aq bole wat aq caye nan CINTA PERTAMA aq... but seyesly aq clap agi.. ko.... hemm memg btoi lar....!!! (mara nie =,,=)... walopape pon... ko dah buat aq TERPERASAN kat seseorang yg aq rase bersalah gilew... tut..tut....tut... teros ke capital L.. seyesly aq minta maaf nan kamu.. aq taw aq nie useless gile.. lnsung ta beharge n ta layak gile idup dlam dunia nie... minta maaf sngat2 selalu mengabaikan perasaan ko kat aq.. yup alasan aq slalu cam nie, ''kalo aq dapt couple nan ko, mybe at that momment aq epy.. tpi bile aq da clash nan ko pas uhh... aq tak kan dapat ase nikmat nye ade teman cam ko lagi, capital L...  humm aq btoi2 minta maaf..., now mybe aq cube rapat nan diri ko, for evrytime aq contact ko kan Capital L  (aq rase ko pon perasan kat smua yg aq wat kan?), tpi aq still malu gilew, aq perlu mengemiz skali agi, and plizz bgi aq peluang tok adew lam idup ko... tpi tu lar!!! i had made A GOLD WITHOUT VALUEABLE ... ermm so now i ma in my own DILEMA... hahahaa...

p/s: sape ase interst kat cite aq nan CAPITAL L, bole teros follow aq kat next post... all of it iz about CAPITAL L... sincerely hope u read thiz, najwa... w'salam.................

sebab dye, smua owang jadi mangsa Najwa....!!!

hye reader.. humm mybe pelik ckit title for thiz night!!! hummm yup its a continue from past status... herrr asal arr nan aq skrg nie??? smua benda jadi ta kna and smua benda yg adew kait nan dye, smua nye aq rase benci n ase nak mara..... hummm adik dye yg cantik nan bek, ZOul, best frenz dye yg rapat nan aq,  Azizul, frenz dye yg slalu caring sal aq n also miyul, kwan rapat dye yg salalu ceria kan aq.. smua uhh aq ase nak lupe kan n nak jauh diri dari deowg.. unfair kan aq nie??? hermm btw im done it to forget him and throw him away from my life.. n so sorry korang.... mybe a little bit im sellfish gurlz but i still love him.. it's not easy to forget da only love that had being in our heartz...!!! aq buntu.. either i got a new one to substitute him.... ermmm how stupid my mind to remind him ever!!! ( fucking sentence).. hahahha  walo unn cam uhh, still ade yg nk simpati nan aq.. so aq juz thanked yg itu.. aq pham korang, cume korang je perlu pham aq.. tpi cubaan yg baek.... ''Insan yg lemah perlu dibantu'' kan??? kan??? hermm thankz lar tok abg Leim (nemo) da nyak agi nasihat... abg adam ( meet at fb) yg cube memahami n dgar citer aq... abg apiz ( si sewel) yg dahh malyan aq smpai terlupa tragiz uhh... Nurul syazana (bdak chumel) yg daa manyak agi advice and najwa taa lupe kat abg MIYUL ( abg cam artiz), yg tlah menemani aq semalaman and sggup dgar aq mrepek tah papew... smua wat aq EPY.. yeahh thankz kurang.... Wsalam....

p/s : maap lar ending dye lansung takde kna mengena nan title.. hehehee.... btw thankz korang >_<

I'm Sorry, had to say GoodbyE...

Dye... ermm dah taknak NAjwa laaagi....

 salam peeper..!!! urmm for title today iz abot dye, Nur Irfan Syazwan... okey dye da tanak aq lagi.. n lansung ta perlukan aq lagi.... yup, 25 January of 2012 ite break... cepat btol kan??? ite owg kpel ta smpai setahun... bru jew nk msuk half of year.. yup cam besa... sape ta sedih tok smua uhh!!! evryone sedey bile di clash kan... tapi aq... humm memag arr sedey.. siap nan nangiz2 n merayu rayu... tapi aq cam dah biasa lalui smua nie... btw aq unn da bole agak benda nie akn jadi bab ade yg baru masuk, yg lame mesti pergi..!!! hermm T__T...  okey aq ta taw nak bgi taw ape sngat.. mybe hati aq da ancur gile.. tataw yg dia jeniz cam uhh... kate nye nak break bab exam SPM... aq hormat uhh. but disebalik nye aq pham.. yg dye dah nek busan nan aq n mula suke kat yg lain...  urmm ase tade mood tok semua nie an.. but tu lah... aq redha nan takdir.

---> irfan, mekacih aw da jge najwa slame ite couple... najwa minta irfan halal kn segala yg najwa da buat... najwa hormat kputusan irfan n mybe u had ur own reason... ermm either najwa still syg kan irfan ermm najwa tetap kna lepaz kn irfan.. smua kenangan  ite akn kekal lam hati najwa... najwa wish irfan berjaye lam idup and epy slalu... maaf kn najwa if i hurt ur heartz.. missing u, Laili Najwa Md Noor... Wsalam.

                                                                                                        11 September 11 ---> 25 January 12

aaaawak....... dyeeee....!!! hummm???

  salammm cemua!!! urm tiltle ari nie nk stolly sal dye...!!!!! ape mean aawakk uhh.. ~itu aq pggil korang lar dumdum.. hehehhe wat2 pham sudaa..!!! btw ai nie nk story sal dye, my superb boy... humm dye kan... err mkin lame da makin jauhh dari aq.. aq taw mybe bab taun nie  dye spm, so need to struggle in study but dye kna arr pham aq gak.. nie tak, bile dah free mcg nan aq cam uhh jew.. huu... k aq citer ckit lar sal iteowg.. ONce upon a time (cehh ngade sakan) ... aq ta contact nan  dye lam 2 minggu sal dyeda start dok asrama.. time uhh aq rase sunyi gilew n slalu ajew ingat ingat kan si dye... oke nak dijadikan drama, satu hari uhh dye adew tex aq.. yup my first mcg from him for new year time, mcg yg sngat sangat aq nantikan... so aq nan riang nye bkk mcg cepat (takot dye tertuggu tggu..) but korang nak taw ape aq dapt dari dye???? hummm nie je ''hi, please col me back'' ... waduhh kejam btoi.. aq sabar je tapi still aq syg agi an.. so cpat cpat arr aq col dye (takot dye tertggu tggu lagi skali) and.. korang nk taw ape aq bual kan??? humm yup, ucapan yg aq tggu, tggu slame nie tak unn muncul, muncul..... dye lansung tade cakap, ''bie... i lup u'', ''bie..i mizz u'', or pape je lahh, something romance n sweet.. tapi tuhh ar... prbualan ite juz habiz nan benda yg tade pedah!!! korang.. hati aq hancor and sedey gilew.... humm tapi bab pikir dye pakwe aq... aq still trima uhh..!!! and till skrang aq ta dgar lagi that magic word ''Beby, i lup u so much'' huuum.. T__T ... btw law dye bace nie.. aq nak ambik pluang and say something here that.....   ~ sayunk... beby terlalu rindu and cayunk.. tiap kali bby nak tito, sayunk orang pertame yg beby bayang kan.. beby ta kan lupe smua date yg ite dah lalui same2... best sngat time uh!!! tapi now, syg da mule bruba.. beby prasan uhh!!! and beby taw, syg sendiri un prasan nan prubhan syg kan... btw beby nak bagi taw nie... hemmm walo pon manyak kali syg da minta tok beby lepaz kan syg bab syg rase beby da jemu nan diri syg... syg salah..!!! beby ta pernah jemu n slalu epy either syg just say ''hye'' kat beby!!!! hemm... cam new busan nye beby kat syg.. or syg da wat beby benci sngt kat syg... syunk pegang jnji nie aww, yang.... beby ta akan pernah lepas kan syg!!!!! syg pham beby k.....!!!!! ``` okey2 larr korang.. tu serba sdikit drama tgah hari k..... thankz bace n troskan memollow kan diri k!!! cyunk korang, wsalam.....

sayunk.!!!! beby.... hummm    >_<

sEmUAnyA bArU......!!!!!

ellow peeper!!!!! btw, salam.. hummm kowang for title today iz all abot.. err...!! apew ehh.. haaa semuanya baru kan?? yup, life baru, form baru, muka unn baru... nseb bek kekasih lame ckit!! ahahaha ( kekasih uhh dye lar baru, dan dye lar lame) huhuhu..!!! oke, btw aq nga dok sesaje jew nie.. saje2 update, ngade2 taik kuda larr kejap..!!! ahhaha.. hemm ape ea.. yup tok secondry skul nie, mybe manyak menda baru kan... so need a strength to face all of thiz.... azam aq nk jadi yg terbaik among the best!!! humm insyallah capai.. okey, arie nie modal abiz... so point xde sangt... ntah papew arr aq mepek!! hummm..... yup skola bejalan cam besa larr awop but now mybe lbihh matured lar skit.. daa budak remaje larr katekan.. ahhahahah!!! bangge cam bangang jew...~ then, aq ta larr hot agi kat skola.... ea arr disebbkn semua baru kat skola, ramai ta knal aq daa... haahaahha... so be simple dumdum..!!! hhuhuhuhu btw senior taun nie ta ramai encem!! wekk :p benci gilew ( gedik tahap ayam) ... aperghh btw pe2 hal kalo nasib the best nk pinda skola k, nk dop asrama tok independence my ownself!!! ahhah so camm uhh jew lar, for the new year, wish a new thing, be the perfect one ( ayat keling) oke papai semua.. wsalam.......... (ketinggalan cikit) maap... >__<

all abOt ''THEM''

 yooo wikie2... by the way, salam cemua.. yup for title uhh aq nk stoly molly abot  MY DREAMING BOYFRENZ  yg di remixkan dgan abang2 angkat aq yg x diangkat and meka yg best..!!!! cehh macam lagu meyhh!! hahahha.. btw aq nk bgi taw kalo bole aq nk bf aq perfect n ade smua cam deowg nie!!! lets check it out ----->

aq nk seowng yg GENTLE punye mate m'goda n pling penting tngok dye unn pon nmpak cam perghh!!!! MACHO sehhh..cam pic at sbelah uhh ... okey just col dye khaidir... yup dgn macho nye kan adew awek chantik at sbelahh uhh!!! name awek uhh ira merlis. itu lar kuasa macho.. by the way thiz iz my abg angkat yg tlong aq lam plajaran kat skola.. so slalu meet but now dye da abiz spm. so i juz wish him luck!!!! btw first ciri2 iz MACHO....

okey then kalo bole aq nk yg seSEMPOI  yg bole.... macam mamat sebelahh uhh iz my abg angkat yg otak nye x sangka sama sewel nan aq...!!! huahahaha... u all can col him, abg APIZ... hahahha he iz cweet SPORTING.... hahahah kalo bab2 sosial aq mesti tnye at dye.. memg terbaik ahh dye.. btw dlam ksempatan ini aq nak ucap kan ''abang.. Ko utang aq lagi k''..... ehhehheh so ape yg aq cari sesanagt iz SEMPOI or SPORTING.....

okey ite masok ke bab ite, eheheheh ngade2 taik kuda arr aq nie.. hee terkena sewel abg apiz arr uhh!! oke bact to stolly aq nk bf aq uhh CHUBBY...or kiut miut cam mamat sbelah uhh.. his name iz abg ADiB AkiM... dye abg angkat aq yg CHOMEL... btw kami da lost contact.. mybe bab dye uhh hot!! ahahhaa...mamat nie ann terer gile lam study aw,,, lagi2 bhasa engriss!!! aperggghhh memg tabik arr... okey pe yg important nye, aq cari bf yg CHOMEL....

hahah korang dahh jemu ke??? sabar la... tggu sampai last k!! wuukie dokie... my dreaming bf mesty ade sifat cam nie... it izzz...... errr  MANJE.... sumpah aq ckap abg yg kat sbelahh uhh ade suare yg mannnje sngt2..!!! n dye baik n care layan uhh memg MENGGODA lar... btw name nye solihin.. can col him leim.. ato name samaran domo (aq je yg pggil cam uhh)... abg nie pling suke ngan domo kun.. sweet kan?? haaa.... syunk abg leim....... so ape yg dicari oleh aq iz MANJE...








okey lar.. next.. my dreaming bf should have thiz, CARING... as soon as possible watak yg sejajar nan blog aq iz MUHaMMad LUTfIe... mamat nie memag wa kate lu!!!! caring gile sehh... mrangkap TWIN tersyg and a.k.a syg nom 2...!!! perghh care dye lyan len mcam beb!! sumpahh untong sape dpat dye doi!!! huuu.... sape nk taw lbih lnjot sal dye bole rujuk kat post aq yg lepas2 k... hummm so pew yg di idam kan iz CARING....












and the last one what i want izz pandai MERAJOK and pandai nk PUJUK....!!! khas aq tujukan kpada MoHamEd MIrZa.. my ex boy frenz a long time ago..!! ahhah but aq still contact dye... ohh yup cam lam pic sbelahh.. dye bf aq yg pling ensem pernah aq miliki.. tpi jgn isau bf len pon encem gak..!!! n mija nie memg lar, kalo dye pujuk kite bkan main slow agi dye ckp, siap adew background lagu agi ahh!! hehehe.. sweet x der??? huuhuhu.... so juz mizz him n lup as fren aw mija.. btw what iz important izz pandai MERAJOK and MEMUJOK....

so conclusion iz... i need someone that, MACHO like abg KHAIDIR.... SPORTING like abg APIZ... CHOMEL like abg ADIB... MANJE like abg DOMO .... CARING like my twin LUTFIE.... and da last one izzz pandai MERAJOK and MEMUJOK like my ex MIRZA......!!!! but korang perlu taw nie... kalo boleh, boleh and boleh... aq nk bf aq sebijik fizikal and mental nye cam idola aq nie.....

my own abg kandung AHMAD ZUL KAHIRI BIN MD NOOR... i want a guy like him.. for all perfect... sweet romance, kind, clever, chubby, sporting n so on.....!!!! hahahhaaa..... thats what i hope.. but dont forget i still glad to ALLAH... for give me, my cweat dreaming boy...... he izz... --->

haaa,,, that guy, NUR IRFAN SYAZWAN.... not bad, cweet, simple n all i need....!!!~ yg bju itam kaler aw, bkn putih.. yg sbelahh uhh zoul, best frenz dye... sape nk berbesan nan aq lehh ar cari zoul kat fb!!!! niee haa http://www.facebook.com/zoulhelmyz.... okie itu aje... daa last one cam besa...!!!! bubye.... <3 da only him...